50 Eve
So, one day you wake up and realize you're almost 50. You look at your parents and suddenly realize you can remember as a child when they reached that milestone. Its funny how you begin having self talk the older you get. I've been asking myself the question..."are you really that old" or "has anything changed".... and maybe "have you accomplished all the things in life what you have wanted." A friend jokingly told me I was finally entering middle age. Quickly I did the math and realized that that happened about 10 years ago. So, I sit here quietly in my study at home trying to process this milestone...this number that everyone has been joking about with me for the last 12 months. So, to answer the questions I have been asking myself; yes I'm really almost 50. Nothing has really changed since last year this time, however a lot has changed since I was 40. Seeing a change over a decade does make you realize change does occur. But all chan...